First Whole Family Outing

We went to Sentosa for our family outing with Teddy. Took him for a swim in the sea n he fares quite well. Then we went to the Underwater World n I was SOOOOOOOoooo disappointed. As I tot they had renovated n increase more things to see but i was so wrong. All they had were super big fishes n I was so worried Damien would be scared but luckily he was jus blur blur staring n staring. Heng aah.....

N the most stupid thing is I forgot to bring the digital camera.....sigh...

Me n the new van

Not enough that I need practice driving on the manual gear I need to drive with Damien alone. N if that is not enough I have someone who does not trust my driving AT ALL.

First he yells at me when I ask him not to teach me n jus tell me the directions when I am driving(I mean I am practicing leh how the hell am I supposed to concentrate on changing gear, watch traffic light, waiting for him to say where to turn n all he's telling me r things I already know eg.this lane can turn into 3 other lanes. Helloooooo I have a license u know I didn't pass blindly okie. I jus need more practice!!!)

Then he will criticise my parking say too near abit slant etc etc. Does everyone in the whole wide world park exactly in the middle of a parking lot??? So what if I am SLIGHTLY slant or 5 cm towards the left?? N can't I even park very near the right becos the right is a NO PARKING lot what!!! N I need the space at the left to fix the car seat alone while carrying my son ma. He doesn't even do it for me the night before n doesn't make life easier for me by making sure he leaves the remote control key at home when he knows damn well I need the car the next day. U know how troublesome it is for me to walk here walk there jus to carry Damien n lock the doors?????

N being the egoistic man he is he must be the 1 holding the car keys when we r outside. So now I'm too stupid to even know how to press unlock when he is around. Hmmmmmm.........

The last straw was when he called home jus to accuse me of "pressing the hazard light button too hard that now it doesn't work" n the "autolock button jus becos I told him I didn't close the back door properly n the door keeps making the lock n unlock sound". Made me so mad I told him I never touch those buttons when I drive okie. N I promptly announced to him when he came home that I will not touch his BLOODY CAR ever again I will jus take public transport n he can drive it alone. (btw I also told him I will NEVER drive with him around for our own safety as I jus feel like hitting the wall when he yells at me n I can't drive)
N ofcos he would apologise like he always does but then....sigh.....he never learns.

N then Damien would always be fine when we r going out but now seems like everytime when I am driving him home he would be crying n shouting at least half the way home. SO stress so stress. I wonder why. What's the difference between going out n going home?? Why can't he slp like he does going out? Sigh.........please darling try to be a good boy on the way home as well okie?? Mommy can't bear to hear u cry so much okie darling......kiss kiss

Damien Had a Fall Again!!!!

My poor little darling had a fall again today during his nap time. N I dun even know what really happened as he is not the kind to turn or move during his sleep n if he wakes he will actually gave a shout or cry. So nomally I know when he wakes. But Guess I will never know how it happened...........

I left him in the middle of the bed sleeping with the bolster beside him while I went to cook his porridge. I kept checking on him as I had jus walked in to take the thermal flask n he was still sleeping. Next thing I heard (can't really remember which I heard first) was a soft thud n a short WAIL.

First thing in my mind was "SHIT". So ran to the room but still hopping the thud was not from Damien falling off the bed. But alas he was not on the bed..........
Found him at the side of the bed face down with his head towards the bed. N he was at the foot of the bed while the bolster that was beside him was at the head of the bed but both of them in the same position. Vertical with the bed. Sigh.......

N the worse thing is hubby always blame me for Damien's falls. Well he say he doesn't but....our conversation goes something like this:

Hubby: I think hor this is the last fall already cannot let him fall or hit his head again.
Me: U mean I can control the falls aah so now he will never fall or hit his head ever again lah? n I allow him to fall this last time is it??
Hubby: No I mean jus dun let him fall again.
Me: So it can be controlled lah if that is so he would never have fallen at all ma right?

Arrrghhhh.....so now I'm so sad my son had a fall again N I'm so angry with my hubby. Why dun he try taking care of Damien alone. But I will never allow that to happen too becos Damien will definately have more then a fall if he looks after.