2 falls over 2 days

I'm such a bad mummy. My poor little darling actually fell n hit his head twice over 2 days.

Tue 8/5 - Stupid me let him try standing on the floor holding his cot. N he was having fun knocking his own head lightly on the cot rails. So out comes my hp n tried to take a pic of him standing. Who knows there comes Teddy to kpo. N so Damien did a 180 degrees turn to look at Teddy n Opppssss. Fell on his back n hit his head. Poor darling was crying so badly. Lucky he was fine after that.

Wed 9/5 - Changed Damien as he stained his romper eating apple. So there he was sitting in between my legs on the bed playing. Can't imagine he was playing so happy when he must have suddenly kicked too hard he actually flew over(no kidding) my leg n fell hard on his back n hit his head AGAIN!!!! Although I feel this was quite unavoidable becos he flew over my leg not rub over my leg so it was too sudden for me to catch him. But then I still felt very bad thinking afterwards becos think of the height. N since he flew over the impact would be even greater then him falling from the bed. Imagine ourselves falling backdown from a height that is the same as our own. Then I think of my little darling that has experianced that my heart breaks a little again. Although Damien seems fine now. I really hope all that he received from the fall is just the small little blueblack at the back of his head.

Can't believe I'm such a bad mummy. So I've placed the ABC form mat on the floor beside my bed becos my darling has been turning in his sleep now. N jus now at my mum's place(hubby got RT again) Damien actually pushed himself up on all fours!!!!!
I was so shocked as I have already resigned to the fate that he would not crawl n I was so blur at witnessing that. My mum jus exclaimed nonchalantly that he's learning to crawl.

Wow my little darling is learning to crawl!!!!!.......hehehehe
N I always keep thinking his hands cannot support his weight...hahahha
Bad mummy bad mummy........