Finally moved my BIG butt n decided to revive this blog. Okie I'm plain lazy lah cos I stopped blogging when I was preg with Ember. Now this little cutie is already 8mths old. Boy, do I feel old.
N what a day to start my blogging cos Ember gave me a big scare today. *Little girl you better read this when ur older n see hw much fright you gave me.*
She woke n started crawling around the bed. Cos Damien was already awake n playing with his toys Ember was of cos Kpoing around. Me?? I was half awake cos very tired feeling sickie n holding to her 1 leg preventing her from crawling away.
Then I fell asleep n *BANG* I jumped up. Forgot if D was telling me E fell. But he was sitting there nonchalantly playing with his Thomas Train. I took E up she wailed then stretched n stopped crying suddenly. When I held her close she sort of collaspe on me (n acted wanna vomit) put her head on my chest n closed eyes. WAH!! I panicked rubbed her head hard n keep saying loudly "EMBER DUN SLEEP, WAKEUP" Think I scared D abit but no choice I was VERY SCARED!!!
N D can tell me "Ember fall onto the bus". E started crying very loudly so took awhile to calm her but she still sniffling. N she was abit blur blur after that. I was so worried she hurt her brain or something cos she was abit slow n blur n not smiling.
But I saw from the redness on her face that she hurt her left cheek n eyebrow. So means she should be okie right cos didn't hurt her head directly. D fell alot of times too last time but I never had to worry cos he jus cried n was as normal. This is the 1st time I couldn't even cry or shed tears at all. I was simply too scared n worried. Only when she called Mama I felt better cos she still recognised me.
I was still really worried throughout the day n didn't allow her to sleep till she was so tired at 3+pm. Then I let her sleep on me n made D sleep too. After she woke then she was more fully back to normal laughing n smiling.
Jus now searched the net n saw something on waking bb when sleeping to see if can wake or reaction is okie. I purposely put E down roughly so she would stir. At least it made me feel better.
Really hope this is IT........cannot tahan anymore things happening already. Need a few weeks of normal life to get myself back okie??
Today brought the kids to lele's 1st bday party. Damien sure had fun but then now I'm wondering if he's afraid of heights cos he acted alittle weird when he was up there. His facial expression was a little strange too. Lucky a friend's helper was right behind him. Else I think I might have to climb up to 'save' him.
