I'M BACK!!!!

Finally moved my BIG butt n decided to revive this blog. Okie I'm plain lazy lah cos I stopped blogging when I was preg with Ember. Now this little cutie is already 8mths old. Boy, do I feel old.
N what a day to start my blogging cos Ember gave me a big scare today. *Little girl you better read this when ur older n see hw much fright you gave me.*
She woke n started crawling around the bed. Cos Damien was already awake n playing with his toys Ember was of cos Kpoing around. Me?? I was half awake cos very tired feeling sickie n holding to her 1 leg preventing her from crawling away.

Then I fell asleep n *BANG* I jumped up. Forgot if D was telling me E fell. But he was sitting there nonchalantly playing with his Thomas Train. I took E up she wailed then stretched n stopped crying suddenly. When I held her close she sort of collaspe on me (n acted wanna vomit) put her head on my chest n closed eyes. WAH!! I panicked rubbed her head hard n keep saying loudly "EMBER DUN SLEEP, WAKEUP" Think I scared D abit but no choice I was VERY SCARED!!!
N D can tell me "Ember fall onto the bus". E started crying very loudly so took awhile to calm her but she still sniffling. N she was abit blur blur after that. I was so worried she hurt her brain or something cos she was abit slow n blur n not smiling.
But I saw from the redness on her face that she hurt her left cheek n eyebrow. So means she should be okie right cos didn't hurt her head directly. D fell alot of times too last time but I never had to worry cos he jus cried n was as normal. This is the 1st time I couldn't even cry or shed tears at all. I was simply too scared n worried. Only when she called Mama I felt better cos she still recognised me.
I was still really worried throughout the day n didn't allow her to sleep till she was so tired at 3+pm. Then I let her sleep on me n made D sleep too. After she woke then she was more fully back to normal laughing n smiling.

Jus now searched the net n saw something on waking bb when sleeping to see if can wake or reaction is okie. I purposely put E down roughly so she would stir. At least it made me feel better.

Really hope this is IT........cannot tahan anymore things happening already. Need a few weeks of normal life to get myself back okie??