ITS WAR!!!!!

My patience has run thin. Okie it has been very thin for a very long time n I think I deserve some respect. That's it.............I do not want to tolerate this kind of attitude ANYMORE!!!

Jus now I told him if E's cake we gonna take square then right side we put figurine, left side put her name n front middle put the no.1 candle. N I said it with action TWICE cos he was a usual not paying attention to what I am saying. N still know what he asked me??
"So what will you put at the other corner?" CORNER?? WHAT CORNER?? WTF!!!!!
See he wasn't listening to me AGAIN!!!!!!! Even when he's not falling asleep!!
That's the last straw, I'm not gonna be a mummy he can't be taught n I'm not gonna bother talking to him already. He told me he was JOKING. JOKING????? Joke abt what?? LAME STUPID EXCUSE. Always full of his stupid excuses that dun even make sense.
Why can't he be responsible n admit he was not even listening?? That he's not bothered to listen to me talk?? That he's totally not interested??
He will always have some excuse that makes him not responsible for not listening not paying attention.
Its always "I forgot", "I didn't hear", or the best 1 "I know I know, I was going to do it already then u said".

Yest while on the cake topic he was the 1 who told me square cake better plus easier to cut also. So I emailed to ask if the cake can be square instead. N when I told him they said okie but additional $2 charge. Know what he said?? "Why u want square?? Cos easier to cut aah?" So now its MY FAULT again??

This is what we talked jus now abt E's rash
Me - I dunno if I should give E her med. Cos on 1 hand I dun wanna give cos wanna see if the chinese tui na works n I dun want E to keep eating meds. On the other hand I worry if she stop her meds, n the tui na dun work, the rash comes back then hw?? Poor girl will have to take what med?? N start taking steriods again?
Him - Dun give med lor dun give
Me - HUH ?? What u talking abt? Dun give what?
Him - Dun give all med lah the running nose the cough all dun give lor.

See the chicken n duck talk. Its always like this. Me talk to him trying to get an opinion rather then me talking to myself pros n cons n still dunno what I wanna decide. But endup I'm still talking to myself. Or rather i'm trying to talk to the wall again. N I even had to repeat more then once when I talk to that BIG STUPID IDIOTIC wall.

Respect?? He doesn't even know what it is. I'm getting really really really sick of trying to get his attention n then talking for 1 min n all he ever ans is "Huh? What did u say?" N when I repeat it he dozes off again n askes me again n again. Damn irritating right?? YES VERY. See I can ans myself. I dun need him.
Everytime I talk to him I endup fustrating myself no end till I need to murder somebody. So okie I'm not talking to him. Totally ignoring him is good for me. N i should think more of that KS pouch that i'm very keen to get. Maybe I should jus get that. Its good for my soul too.
Better then talking to that ass hole.