Angry Angry Angry

2 words to describe my feeling now. VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who am I angry with? Who else?? Of cos is my hubby lor.........sigh
I also dunno why I am so ming ku always angry with hubby. But he never fails to upset me n upset me n upset me until I am very angry. What can make me so angry you say?? Okie see if u will feel angry for me.

1) Jus now we were eating dinner, E on the bed behind us choking on her gerber puff. I was eating halfway so took the chance to see if hubby to respond at all he jus "Ehh" like as if she faking. But hello can hear that its real choke lor. Wait n wait until I BTH liao want to pat E. Hubby finally stretch his hand to pat her once twice n gone. While she still making the choking sound but hubby seems like done his job liao. So fine I took over n settle her.

2) Hubby saw a piece of nose shit in E's nose so want to pick it out of her. But as always,(she hates this so the sec she feels we wanna try something funny she will start screaming n crying) she was screaming n crying lor n I try to ignore lah cos I hate hubby to do that. Then E cry n scream until totally no sound kind(crying that bad)n still hubby pinning her down to try to pick out. I was angry of cos make her cry till like that so I smacked hubby n screamed at him. "Stop it lah, can't u hear her cry until no more sound liao" then he stopped n I picked E up to soothe her. Once up nearly stop crying, hubby(wants to make himself less guilty) snatched her away from me n so her crying continue. So I fed D until I BTH E's crying when hubby carry near, I took her over. N this time took quite awhile to make her stop.

3) E has been vomitting every night for 2 nights(except yest night cos I specifically told hubby, dun make her cry n vomit AGAIN). So today I fed her the porridge with spinach n she took 1 big bowl n still not stopping but I stopped cos worried she eat too much n vomit. Then jus now feed her med, was gonna take water for her but sounds like she choke on the med. So I pat her then wanna take water she choke again so I pat her again. N there was hubby sitting right in front of E n me n E's water was infront of him. He sat there, totally unaffected, cannot hear his daughter choking (ofcos he never hears anything). N E choke n choke till so jialat I dun dare to stop patting her at all(cos the med got a bad smell n guess she choked on it so very jialat). So I screamed at hubby "Can't u hear her choking?? Pass me her WATER!!!" N he passed me. E didn't want n cried so I carried her n continue patting. Who knows she pushed me n SPLAT. Vomitted all over me, both inside n outside my shirt also got alot of her porridge n some sticky phlegm.
Wah I was so angry lor there was all her porridge. If hubby didn't make her cry so badly, she might not have vomitted. Then now vomit liao her tummy sure empty right?

4) N then hw abt me??? Cos hubby already said he needs to go work at 9pm. N E vomited at abt 9pm, so he clean n changed her, while I clean myself. I tot since he needs to go at 9pm, now already pass 9pm so I will jus cleanup 1st let him go work n I will wait till I make the kids sleep before I bath. BUT BUT BUT........there he was playing with the kids on the bed until it was pass 9.40pm. N I angrily asked him "I tot u need to go at 9pm??" N he jus "Yah". Wah ANGRY ANOT!!! If he can wait why dun he let me go bath 1st?? Didn't he know that I jus got vomitted on by E???

5) Jus now when D said he was full (actually even before that too) I told hubby I will finis D's leftovers. Cos there was alot of rice n D had ate some popcorn on the way home so I dun expect D to finis the whole bento anyway. So hubby said he will cleanup D. He took a piece of wetwipe, clean n wipe the table(okie sad to say I already know what he was going to do, but I jus waited quietly to see if he will really do it) n threw the piece of wetwipe into D's remaining food. So I asked loudly, "Didn't I jus say I was going to finis it????" N he gave a loud "Aiyah" n proceed to slowly pick the piece of wetwipe out of the food. So I asked again, "U mean after u pick out the wet wipe I can still eat the food aah?" He said "No". Then????? Pickup the wetwipe for WHAT?????


So.......ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY. N I learnt something from TV. "Forgot" is very good to use. YES!! to my hubby, this is his favourite word. Everything FORGOT, FORGOT, FORGOT, didn't hear, didn't see.
Yes, I sometimes wonder why I married a deaf mute.