The sweetest thing D says

This morning, okie make it afternoon as we dun wake in the morn.

We woke and I was lazing in bed with the kids when D started.

D: "Mummy, your birthday over already?"
Me: "Yes darling, over already. Remember we blow the candles already?"
D: "Mummy did you get a birthday present?"
Me: After pondering and realise I really didn't get a present on my bday.
"No darling, I didn't get any present."
D: "Next time I buy a present for you okie? But you must be a good girl okie?"
Me: "Okie, thank you darling. I'll be a good girl"
D: "But I don't have any money..............because I am Damien. I don't have any money."
Me: "Then how??"
D: "Papa have money. I ask Papa to buy a present for you okie?"

Hehehe see.........how sweet my little boy is when he is in the mood.

I ROAR!!!!

Kids say the darnest things!!!

I really really agree but it depends on what your kid has read or heard.

Damien's been always running away from us when he sees stuff that interest him. So what I always do when he doesn't respond to me is to 'hide from him'. I wanna see what he will do and how long it takes to realise that we are not with him. Actually I want him to learn to see where we are and seek permission before he runs off........but no such luck so far.

This day we were at J8 and as usual, the moment D spots the mentos machine, he runs over without a care for us. We stood at the entrance and waited for him as there was a good crowd and I didn't wanna lose sight of him while still be able to be partly hidden by the crowd.
There was an old lady n 2 of her grandkids at the machine too and when D realised that he couldn't find us, I saw him talk to the old lady. N I really mean it, D talk to the old lady who I must say I regard as a VERY mean old lady.
Becos as ppl who have kids or grandkids for the matter, when you know a little kid is lost and he talks to you, what would you do?? I for 1 would help the kid look around and keep him with me till his parents come or pass him to someone responsible.
The old lady?? She would rather not talk to D at all and I saw her lips move, not sure if she was even replying him but she continued looking at the candy machine. Okie enough abt unkind ppl.

Then D spotted me when I called for him and he ran over. Know what he proudly told me???
" Mummy, I cannot find you just now and i ROAR!!"
"You did WHAT??" I asked, hoping I heard wrongly.
"I ROAR, becos I cannot find you." smiling proudly.

I looked for a book in the library few mths ago to find a book. Hoping it would make D worried abt getting lost and what he should do in any case it happened to him, since he has started his disappearing acts.
Well call me lazy cos once I found the book titled "I'm LOST", I just took it and borrowed it.

And when we read through the book at home, it was about a little bear who got lost when he wondered from home. And what did the bear do to get back home??
He ROARED.............and so did my Little D.
And the Mama bear roared back so little bear followed her roar home. But dun expect this Mama D to roar back to her Little D.

Scratch on my KateSpade!!!

Hw shall I start this without making it look like I'm grumbling about my hubby again?? Well truth be told..........I'm NOT exactly ANGRY with him. I'm more like............RESIGNED to it.

Why you would wonder. Let me tell you the ways...................................

I've got my new iPhone n so not used to the phone n have to keep monitoring the data connection as I didn't sign for a data plan. N of cos I dun want to have the shock of my life when the bill arrives or having to pay through my nose. So there I was trying so hard to see hw I can avoid n restrict the data connection. I would of cos understand very well if D accidentally pressed 1 of the buttons that would connect me to the internet. Totally accidental since he definately can't read.

But again of cos........having a hubby like mine who would predictably (I told you so) 'accidentally' touch something that connects to the internet. N as always he doesn't know what he touched n its always, "I didn't touch anything, I jus click n it brought me here!" n most innocantly. But doesn't that sound like something I should only hear from my 3 yr old??

Well so if the dad does things like that.............can I fault my 3 yr old of the same thing??

Most definately not of cos.

Okie here comes the meaty part. I had purposely gotten a Kate Spade pouch for my iPhone. Okie I'm not very sure if I got the iPhone jus so I can have the pouch or vice versa but lets skip that part to the "Love at 1st sight when I saw the pouch".

So I used it for my diamond before using it for my new phone. N today, we went for Rhys bday party. Hubby asked me to pass him my phone to keep as he's worried it will get lost so okie I passed it to him.

Then when we were going home, I was waiting for an sms from a friend (whom I did a good deed for by letting her have the iphone that was reserved for me). So I asked hubby to give me back my phone. N guess what!!!!!

There it was right infront n it was a BIG FAT SCRATCH!!!!! It must have been 1 of the keys. And I can only give a very very big SIGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. He knows hw much it means to me n the pouch is still very new.......less then 1 mth old n THIS!!!!

Becos ................... that is the way he is. He is the man I met, fell in love with, married and had my kids with. I know what he is thinking of if he even twitches his eyebrow(yes I know but sometimes I jus ignore becos what he is thinking of is too rediculas).

And there is nothing I can do to change that............(trust me I've been trying for the pass 7 yrs)

What I can do is to try my best to make sure my son grows up more like me then his dad.

New Bag

I've got my new bag n No I am still angry I jus posted the angry post 1st before posted older stuff that doesn't make me angry.

Jus got my bag on Monday n I love it to bits. Was alittle bit worried that I will not like the bag alot as I didn't plan on getting that bag in the 1st place. But now I'm very very glad I did. Cos its really really NICE!!!......hehehe

Okie hubby paid for the bag with money his insurance gave him. But hmmmmm shouldn't he give me all his insurance payout for me to buy my dreambag instead??....hehehe
Now jus waiting for the right day to bring my bag out.....hehe

N see hw my son got the same taste as me?? He loves my bag too.(Oh yah but what does he not love?....hehe)

Angry Angry Angry

2 words to describe my feeling now. VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who am I angry with? Who else?? Of cos is my hubby lor.........sigh
I also dunno why I am so ming ku always angry with hubby. But he never fails to upset me n upset me n upset me until I am very angry. What can make me so angry you say?? Okie see if u will feel angry for me.

1) Jus now we were eating dinner, E on the bed behind us choking on her gerber puff. I was eating halfway so took the chance to see if hubby to respond at all he jus "Ehh" like as if she faking. But hello can hear that its real choke lor. Wait n wait until I BTH liao want to pat E. Hubby finally stretch his hand to pat her once twice n gone. While she still making the choking sound but hubby seems like done his job liao. So fine I took over n settle her.

2) Hubby saw a piece of nose shit in E's nose so want to pick it out of her. But as always,(she hates this so the sec she feels we wanna try something funny she will start screaming n crying) she was screaming n crying lor n I try to ignore lah cos I hate hubby to do that. Then E cry n scream until totally no sound kind(crying that bad)n still hubby pinning her down to try to pick out. I was angry of cos make her cry till like that so I smacked hubby n screamed at him. "Stop it lah, can't u hear her cry until no more sound liao" then he stopped n I picked E up to soothe her. Once up nearly stop crying, hubby(wants to make himself less guilty) snatched her away from me n so her crying continue. So I fed D until I BTH E's crying when hubby carry near, I took her over. N this time took quite awhile to make her stop.

3) E has been vomitting every night for 2 nights(except yest night cos I specifically told hubby, dun make her cry n vomit AGAIN). So today I fed her the porridge with spinach n she took 1 big bowl n still not stopping but I stopped cos worried she eat too much n vomit. Then jus now feed her med, was gonna take water for her but sounds like she choke on the med. So I pat her then wanna take water she choke again so I pat her again. N there was hubby sitting right in front of E n me n E's water was infront of him. He sat there, totally unaffected, cannot hear his daughter choking (ofcos he never hears anything). N E choke n choke till so jialat I dun dare to stop patting her at all(cos the med got a bad smell n guess she choked on it so very jialat). So I screamed at hubby "Can't u hear her choking?? Pass me her WATER!!!" N he passed me. E didn't want n cried so I carried her n continue patting. Who knows she pushed me n SPLAT. Vomitted all over me, both inside n outside my shirt also got alot of her porridge n some sticky phlegm.
Wah I was so angry lor there was all her porridge. If hubby didn't make her cry so badly, she might not have vomitted. Then now vomit liao her tummy sure empty right?

4) N then hw abt me??? Cos hubby already said he needs to go work at 9pm. N E vomited at abt 9pm, so he clean n changed her, while I clean myself. I tot since he needs to go at 9pm, now already pass 9pm so I will jus cleanup 1st let him go work n I will wait till I make the kids sleep before I bath. BUT BUT BUT........there he was playing with the kids on the bed until it was pass 9.40pm. N I angrily asked him "I tot u need to go at 9pm??" N he jus "Yah". Wah ANGRY ANOT!!! If he can wait why dun he let me go bath 1st?? Didn't he know that I jus got vomitted on by E???

5) Jus now when D said he was full (actually even before that too) I told hubby I will finis D's leftovers. Cos there was alot of rice n D had ate some popcorn on the way home so I dun expect D to finis the whole bento anyway. So hubby said he will cleanup D. He took a piece of wetwipe, clean n wipe the table(okie sad to say I already know what he was going to do, but I jus waited quietly to see if he will really do it) n threw the piece of wetwipe into D's remaining food. So I asked loudly, "Didn't I jus say I was going to finis it????" N he gave a loud "Aiyah" n proceed to slowly pick the piece of wetwipe out of the food. So I asked again, "U mean after u pick out the wet wipe I can still eat the food aah?" He said "No". Then????? Pickup the wetwipe for WHAT?????


So.......ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY. N I learnt something from TV. "Forgot" is very good to use. YES!! to my hubby, this is his favourite word. Everything FORGOT, FORGOT, FORGOT, didn't hear, didn't see.
Yes, I sometimes wonder why I married a deaf mute.

The terrible 2s??? Or what ever u call it

It is a nightmare. Something all parents never wish to face.

Jus now after dinner, D asked to fingerprint the new book I bought for him. So I asked him to sit in his high chair to do it. Then I asked him what the colors were n if could only do them if he knows the colors. Actually I'm still not very sure if he knows his colors or hw many he knows.
(out of topic, stupid crockroach, see him yest n today. n lost him again...arghh)
But I do know he knows some colors like red n green cos of traffic lights. So when we ask him the colors can see that he sort of not in the mood. Eyes on tv n keep repeating what we are asking him only. SO I told him he dunno the colors he cannot do finger print n cos its late already, jus come n sleep.
Then it started..............he jus started crying. Those crazy type of cry. I told hubby to jus go to work n leave him alone as I tot he would settle down soon after when he knows I'm not going to bother abt him. But NOOOOOOO, he didn't stop crying. He even cried louder n louder even after I warned him I would throw him outside the door if he continued crying.
Still crying, so I picked him out of the high chair n threw him outside the room door n closed it. Crying subsided, so I opened the door. He jus rushed back on the bed n hug his pillow. Okie I tot, that was it........but boy was I wrong. After a few sec of soft sound, he started crying AGAIN!! I warned him to stop but he didn't so off he go out the door again.
I know it is becos he is very tired n partly cos I refused to let him fingerprint. But I am a very stubborn person with not very good temper n patience .....so...........poor boy makes me even more fustrated when he doesn't stop crying. Doesn't help that E sometimes add to it by being tired n fussy too.
So on he went back to bed again n he started crying again so I asked him if he wanna go toilet or outside the door n he told me toilet. Okie so off he goes. N he even closed the door himself. So I let him be in there but he started screaming n screaming in between the crys. Called hubby who talked to him on the phone n it was worse cos he cried more. .........sigh
Only finally finally he started to really settle down. I told him he could only leave the toilet when I dun hear anymore sound from him. But the min he is on the bed he threaten to start crying again.......sigh
What is wrong with this boy man. Okie finally he falls asleep n jus now he woke n the sec he woke he starts crying again. OMG I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okie after I really finally manage to calm him n stop his crying totally, I talked to him. Of cos he say he is a naughty boy.(Same like in between sobs he keeps saying he dun want to cry anymore)
Hubby says he's going to pluck the xia liu leaves n wipe him all over when he comes back. (If he remembers that is) I jus cross fingers he remember n it works.
Trying day tml for sure.

Poo baby POOO

Till date, Ember has not pooed for 5 days.
N she has taken yakult, prune, papaya, apple n pear juice. Need some help here........wat can we do???
Been massaging her tummy n doing the yoga massage that is supposed to make her poo too n........ NO USE.
Jus keep hearing n smelling her farts......sigh

N I am really very worried that her rash n hives will come back of she still doesn't poo. I see some red dots on her ear n leg.....crossing fingers that its not what I think it is.
I dun mind even if you dirty my bed or your clothes.

Poo baby please.......just POOOOOOO.

Ember's 1st Bday

It was definately an unforgetable day. Think the little girl sensed it n it was so hard to make her sleep. She jus kept talking n laughing even after korkor was asleep.

By next morn we had already realise that the balloons n door hangings are nowhere to be found!!! Talk abt heartache. I went down to collect them personally as I didn't wanna risk it coming after the bday n now it is jus..........NO WHERE!!! I've searched the whole hse n van. Can't even find the plastic bag. Arghhhhhh

N the person who took it home from the van of cos always doesn't know n remember where he left them. (nothing new here)

So I decided to go J8 to buy a balloon for them instead. While I was changing, (I kept looking over the kids) I saw D pulling his shorts from E n cos E was partially sitting on his shorts n holding them as well, D pushed E. N there I was at the other side of the bed so I could only SCREAMMMmmmmmmmmm. N look at E fall backwards off the bed.

She hit her head n had the biggest swollen blueblack right on her forehead.............sigh. N ofcos D kanna cane + scolding for pushing E. I quickly put cold compress to help with the swelling n hope she's okie for her bday.

While at J8, hubby came home to put the cake before he resumed the rest of his delivery. So when I got home n peeked at the cake then I realised. SHIT!!!! I forgot to tell the person I wanted 1.5kg means my cake is a tiny 1kg!!! OMG.......this day really isn't going well.

N we were having bbq n it had to keep raining n stopping n rain n stop from 8pm till abt 12am when it was quite sunny the whole day...........sigh

I was wishing for the day to end soon so all the horrible things would end but E kanna another knock under her eye when she walked towards the bed.

My poor little bday girl. But alas her mood was good n she was super high n happy the whole day despite all the hicups. Oh yah hubby got a summons too.....damn suay day right.

ITS WAR!!!!!

My patience has run thin. Okie it has been very thin for a very long time n I think I deserve some respect. That's it.............I do not want to tolerate this kind of attitude ANYMORE!!!

Jus now I told him if E's cake we gonna take square then right side we put figurine, left side put her name n front middle put the no.1 candle. N I said it with action TWICE cos he was a usual not paying attention to what I am saying. N still know what he asked me??
"So what will you put at the other corner?" CORNER?? WHAT CORNER?? WTF!!!!!
See he wasn't listening to me AGAIN!!!!!!! Even when he's not falling asleep!!
That's the last straw, I'm not gonna be a mummy he can't be taught n I'm not gonna bother talking to him already. He told me he was JOKING. JOKING????? Joke abt what?? LAME STUPID EXCUSE. Always full of his stupid excuses that dun even make sense.
Why can't he be responsible n admit he was not even listening?? That he's not bothered to listen to me talk?? That he's totally not interested??
He will always have some excuse that makes him not responsible for not listening not paying attention.
Its always "I forgot", "I didn't hear", or the best 1 "I know I know, I was going to do it already then u said".

Yest while on the cake topic he was the 1 who told me square cake better plus easier to cut also. So I emailed to ask if the cake can be square instead. N when I told him they said okie but additional $2 charge. Know what he said?? "Why u want square?? Cos easier to cut aah?" So now its MY FAULT again??

This is what we talked jus now abt E's rash
Me - I dunno if I should give E her med. Cos on 1 hand I dun wanna give cos wanna see if the chinese tui na works n I dun want E to keep eating meds. On the other hand I worry if she stop her meds, n the tui na dun work, the rash comes back then hw?? Poor girl will have to take what med?? N start taking steriods again?
Him - Dun give med lor dun give
Me - HUH ?? What u talking abt? Dun give what?
Him - Dun give all med lah the running nose the cough all dun give lor.

See the chicken n duck talk. Its always like this. Me talk to him trying to get an opinion rather then me talking to myself pros n cons n still dunno what I wanna decide. But endup I'm still talking to myself. Or rather i'm trying to talk to the wall again. N I even had to repeat more then once when I talk to that BIG STUPID IDIOTIC wall.

Respect?? He doesn't even know what it is. I'm getting really really really sick of trying to get his attention n then talking for 1 min n all he ever ans is "Huh? What did u say?" N when I repeat it he dozes off again n askes me again n again. Damn irritating right?? YES VERY. See I can ans myself. I dun need him.
Everytime I talk to him I endup fustrating myself no end till I need to murder somebody. So okie I'm not talking to him. Totally ignoring him is good for me. N i should think more of that KS pouch that i'm very keen to get. Maybe I should jus get that. Its good for my soul too.
Better then talking to that ass hole.

My Obesessions

I've realised I can't excape from the evil. My obsessions............I once said I would never be like my mum n sis who has so many pairs of shoes in the cupboard. N okie I dun have so many shoes but I do have ALOT of bags. They seem to be 1 of my curses. Those small little stuff be it pouches, miniatures of whatever n anything from those ball machines are part of them too.

I've always wondered why the hell I was willing to part with part of my bonus to purchase that Sony Ericsson P800. My 1st Pda touch screen hp, when I could have used it to get my dream LV bag. For now my LV will be a dream as I can never own it but I would always wonder if I should have bought a bag with the money instead of a phone which I would never ever see after a yr or 2.

Truth be told, I have NEVER EVER tot of getting any branded bags at all until I started to frequent a motherhood forum. N it was only after the birth of my son that I started looking n eyeing those branded bags. Of cos I always found excuse for buying them. Recent purchase was a card lanyard, which I believe will not be wasted cos I do use public transport often. N now I'm eyeing that Kate Spade media pouch for my mobile............n it will irritate me no end cos its meant for an iphone n I'm using a touch diamond. N cos the kids n myself r sick still, we can't go out so I won't be able to check if I am able to own that lovely pouch.

Until then..........while my mind in those free time will keep obesessing n asking myself over n over again..........should I????..............or should I not????????

Sick sick sick

What a week. 1st Ember had a fever on sunday(Father's Day), then cough n running nose. But her fever lasted only half a day at 37.8 degrees only. Then on Tue Damien started coughing n fever. Wed I felt terrible so it was my turn to see the doc. I tot since hubby was home I could get my well deserved sleep n maybe I would be well again the next morn. BUT i tot wrong.
Damien's cough became worse n cos he has phlegm n he's so afraid to vomit it out, he would cry n cry once he started coughing. So we have to keep holding the potty incase he needs to vomit.
N he cried every half n hr. So imagine our night, so the next day I was like a zombie. Ember too I think not enough sleep cos she was also woken by D's cries so she was zombiefied the whole day n would jus lie on the bed n fall asleep herself.
Oh yeah n E had those small dots as ike fake measles so I called the PD n her assistant told me IT IS fake measles.(I tot it had to be HIGH fever for few days??? E's fever didn't even last for 1 day n it was not even 38 degrees)
So fine but then on Fri her hives strike back...........sigh.......with her rash from that viral infection. PD said it was cos her current sickness the infection brought that rash back n so was the hives.
So poor girl more meds n she would cry the hse down.

Okie back to my poor D...........he's still crying n coughing n vomiting every night. HW TO SLEEP?? For him n us. We r fighting the virus n so is he n poor him his fever keeps going on n off. No sleep hw to recover?? Although its slight fever but today its not slight anymore. N stupid ME actually wanted to call the pd n ask if she can change his cough meds cos he's coughing ALOT then I'll drive over to collect the meds. But I felt paisey cos I've been calling her every other day so I tot ask hubby maybe at night then we go. BUT THEY DUN OPEN ON SAT NIGHTS!!!!!
Idiot hubby as usual told me "They r open everyday" But they r not lor so my poor son now HW????
Then hubby wanted to go Yi Guo for the tui na to boost their immunity as well as for E's skin condition. But then MY SON LEH???? Sick since Tue everynight dun sleep well. Then let him dun have meds again till MON aah??............sigh
Very very qi gek n fan...............hope things will turn well soon next mth n D faster get his meds n start recovering tml morn onwards. YES MORNING, cos we will wake n be there at the clinic when they open at 9AM.

Thomas ride at MS

Took D to Marina Sq with Esther n Jovan + helper. They picked us up on the way so we got there very quickly.

So proud of D when he willingly passed 1 of his bob builder trucks to Jovan when I asked him to give to didi.

KS mummy me tot can catch the 4pm n 7pm show. But then they only had 1pm n 7pm show for weekday........sigh

So can only settle for train ride lor. But then D is happy enough jus sitting on the train.

Then we caught the Thomas show n D was so happily singing along n staring at the train....hehe

Spent a bomb there too buying trains n a big bob the builder tool set for him. Sent him drilling for days at home......sigh

Hectic days with the kids

Its been a very tiring wk for me n the kids ALOT of activities. Plus my money too keeps going in n out of my a/c so fast. Bust my shopping budget on the 1st week alone. N I still have more bdays to go to n more activities for the kids too.

But looking at hw they enjoyed their toys n stuff.........sigh

Could you bear to say no to that super sweet face??

Ember really really really enjoyed herself during the party at Grace kids. Makes me super guilty not bringing her for any classes. Cos she seems to enjoy them more then D used to. When we were sitting around a circle n singing, E tot they were all singing n clapping for her n she stood up n they cheered for her n she was literally floating......hehehe

Tying up loose ends

See hw pretty this is........then imagine hw pretty it looks on my little girl??

Finally got my butt up n finished doing the tutu n my other half done project...........supposed to be a dress. But now it looks more like a top cos my bb has grown.

Guess what D said when I tried this dress on E??

D: Chicken rice auntie

Me: Huh?? What do u mean.

D: Mei mei is chicken rice auntie

So he thinks it looks like an apron??....hehe

What a day!!!!

Today sure was an eventful day.
Trying to be early we took the. train instead of the bus which meant we had to walk alot more. N guess what, the train had to go for servicing the sec we were offered seats n had to alight immediately to wait for the next train.
N of cos hubby had to go for his RT so its a 1 woman show all the way n we had to go back on our own n settle our own dinner. Half dead with aching legs(imagine how tired D was too), we went J8 to tabao food along the way home.
Then after eating dinner. *BANG* the front bed frame collaspe under me. WAH KAOZ!!!!!!!!
Why must this kind of thing always happen when hubby is not home!!!!!
The kids are tired after the day's activies n have not been wiped or changed into their pjs yet. N most impt they need the bed to SLEEP!!!
So super woman mummy D had to mop the floor, take out the heavy mattress, dismantle the bed frame, carry the bed frame out to the living room and put the mattress back on the floor....within hw long I can't remember. But poor E was screaming at 1st then crying. N I got so fedup trying to dismantle the bed frame I jus lifted it n pushed it out.
BEFORE I can wipe n change the kids into their pjs then make them sleep ALL BY MYSELF.

N lucky for hubby the kids were all asleep by the time he reach home. N he has the easy job of calling his 3 brothers n his mum over to help him carry the bed frame n stuff to throw downstairs. Easy job cos I had to do everything ALONE. See hw many times I stressed "ALONE"??
So now we gotta go get a new bed too..........sigh

Sale sale sale

Went to Isetan pte sale again but not siok leh. Cos buying my Clinique stuff alone already $200+ so dun dare to buy much things. N finding a toy for D is so much work lor.

But today after going to have my tat done over, we went shopping at Tangs n Isetan again. N realise Isetan got a corner for GAP clothes at 60%. Wah siao liao lor.....hehe
Me go n search n bought 5 items including a sling bag....hehehe
Total $60+ for 5 items so cheap hor but I had a $20 voucher so I only paid $40+.....hehehe

Thomas Train Set

Was soooooo happy we got a good bargain for a Thomas Train toy set from Tangs. This big set cost us only $39.90. N becos I have $100 Tangs voucher means we get it FOC lor....hehe
$50 give mil then our $50 get 1 toy for D n 1 for E without paying any cash.

But last night we are so very sad again cos I realised that 1 of the bends, (need left n right to link everything) we had 2 left bends instead of 1 left n 1 right lor. N I called Tangs jus now they ask me to bring back n they will refund me.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH.........I jus want that sickerning piece of track (see pic above the part that is not fixed in) cos I really like the toy n it works jus FINE. But if dun change back D also cannot really play ma cos the whole track is not linked........sigh
Guess we jus have to pay more cash to get a new set for D now.

Weird beginings

Last night my dad called my hp (he always use his hp to call 1 cos he also dunno my hm no n dun remember so everything jus take his hp n call. N we the 1 paying his bills lor) N he asked for my son. Weird lor as D, a 2 yr old to ans the phone cos he wants to 'talk' to him. So I put the speaker on n called D over. Dad told him to call him tml cos they going to go n play game.
Sigh..........want me to bring my son over jus SAY lah. Call my son to ans the phone for what? He won't even remember.
So today we went over n my dad told my son. "Why u so late?? Yest I call you n tell you already mah"........me can only *roll eyes*

Then my eldest nephew purposly announced "Thurs I might be going to watch movie". Sigh......
I know what he trying to do. He say so we will give him money lor.......sigh

N then I checked my hp n realised my sis sent me n MMS(again). Picture of her vacuum with 67 marbles inside n the message "Who Dunnit??" I mean WHO CARES??
If she wants to qns her boys then call them n ask lah. Always send me MMS then never call n expect me to call her n ask her for what aah?? Or qns her boys liao then call her n tell her aah??

Si beh sian.........dunno why I now really very sian over everything. Over inlaws teaching n giving D rubbish, over my parents keep feeding D rubbish n worried D will learn stupid things from my nephews................sigh
Maybe I need to do more shopping..........kekeke

Ember's viral infection

Sigh......................................................
Days ago........I saw some red spots on Ember's arms. Then becos I didn't give her any new food for her to be allergic to, I dismissed it n waited for it to go away.
BUT it didn't. It jus keep appearing a few more day by day. But my little Ember was fine not sick not irritated by the dots. So I ignored it again. Until Tuesday, it appeared on the sides of her face. So at night I rushed her to the PD leaving D at my parents place since we were there.
N pd had to tell me it was a viral infection. N hw did she get it?? She has no idea. Could be touched something, could be the air, could be anything.......sigh
Then Thurs I took her back to the pd again cos the spots still keep increasing. So given oral medi this time. BUT...........the spots only look slightly better after applying cream n she's STILL GETTING MORE SPOTS!!!!!!!
Argh................I'm going crazy already n so is she. N I think its irritating her already cos she will scream for no reason n keep using her tongue to rub n pull her tongue. Her ears are all red too......poor gal
So I called PD again to ask her abt the dosage of Zyrtec cos she told me to give E that if it bothers her. Who knows once I give the Zyrtec, all the spots disappeared!! Oh man I should have given her that in the 1st day. But Pd said it will still have more spots for 1 week. Cos the medi take liao still need to let the virus runs its course at most shorten by 2 day nia.

1 whole bloody week leh. Very heartache to see my poor little bb's face with so many spots n not being able to do ANYTHING............know the feeling??........ARGHHHHHHH

My 3rd Mother's Day

Or is it the 4th 1??........hmmmmmm
Cos i eyed a swaroski mobile necklace when still preg with D(or already gave birth ah?? see lah my after preg brain) that hubby ask me to buy for myself as Mother's day gift.....hehehe

Okie this year hubby asked D to say "HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY", video it down n bluetooth it to my mobile. Then ask me to see it n said "This is D's mother's day present for u"

THAT'S IT!!!!!!!
N he said it a few more times throughout the day. Like hinting to me BIG TIME that I'm not getting ANYTHING else. Sian bo.....sigh

But okie lah see the video hw D say it......hehehe so funny

Oh yah n the alignment.........hubby took the video......need I say more??

Ember Nods at 9mths

Okie this is very cute Ember can nod her head.......yes surprising right??

I find it surprising too cos she can't even shake her head......hahaha

By right they r supposed to shake their head 1st before proceeding to nod lor.

N think cos I keep asking her to nod for me to take video, now when she wants to eat something she will jus nod her head. N its so funny cos she used to say mum mum or very ganchiong make noise. But now she jus nods n she doesn't make noise so only if we see then we'll know she wants to eat.....hehehe

N sometimes she shakes her whole body like rocking forward. Very funny or she will make the super kua zhang BIG nod.

FINALLY..........stupid blogspot finally uploaded the video after so many days.

I want small EGGS!!!

This is what D will always say when we go pass the egg section everytime. So I tot I will make braised meat for dinner so he can help me peel the eggs he's been longing for.
Okie n what happened was I bought the meat on Mon, tot we can cook on tue. Who knows I forgot to buy the packet seasoning so cannot cook n only manage to get it on Wed night n cook on Thurs.

But when hubby came home with the pizza hut phamplet, all his mind can think abt is pizza. N he can ask me (amid the brasied meat smell all over the hse) "Are we having anything for dinner?"

Okie back to my darling D. He can actually peel the quail eggs n nicely done too.........so proud of him. Oh yes he's quite fast as well.

Nail Polish craze again

Actually I shouldn't put again cos I've always been into nail polish. Like when I was doing my stint in DBS. Customers would refer to me as "the girl with the nice nails".......hehee

They dun call me taitai (my nickname) for nothing hor.

But this time I bought so many polish in 1 short. Cos now got sale ma.......hahaha

N today my OPI with the red hearts arrived in the post. So I took it out n put a heart on 1 of my finger n 1 on D's finger.

But jus now while I took a nap with E while D was playing his cars, he came n picked out my heart. He jus told me "Mama, ni bu yao le". I was so blur cos sleeping ma "HUH??" N he jus repeat "Ni bu yao le ma"

N I saw the heart on his finger.....sigh

So now my that nail got 1 hole cos he picked out the heart.

Coin in E's mouth

VERY VERY VERY angry n fustrated today.
I put Ember to play in bb cot while I went kitchen to take porridge. Went back to the room put her into bbchair n proceed to feed her.
She did made the gag face 1-2 times which I find very weird cos I'm feeding pumpkim in porridge ma all mashy n I gave her small mouth only.
Then she suddenly spit out a $1 coin. I was so SHOCKED!!! N at the same time very angry. Becos I was scolding D jus before I put Ember into cot abt leaving his coins on the bed. (He was playing with the $1 coin on our bed.) I really really didn't know what to think n do man. So of cos screamed at D.

But then again it is my fault as I should have made sure long ago that D doesn't play with coins. Its not the 1st time he does n not the 1st time E puts the coins into her mouth already.
N not that I'm pushing the blame but where does D gets his coins????? Who else would give him coins!!!!

N so hubby also kanna from me cos I was really furious jus now.
So I jus added on to the list:
1) NO COINS
2) NO VITAMINS
3) DO NOT BRING THEM INTO ROOM IF THERE IS SMOKE
4) NO SCOLDING WHEN I HAVE ALREADY SCOLDED (doesn't need to be scolded twice for doing something once right?)

But I'm very sure it will only last as long as 1 week before I have to get furious again. Oh n I mean my hubby not the son.

M1 commercial

Saw the M1 commercials?? Made a deep impression??
My kids love it. Damien especially, n now we realise Ember also likes it.
See what she does when you say "I LOVE IT"

New Hairclips

Hairclips for me n my little girl. Cannot have matching clothes can at least have matching hairclips right??......hehehe

Thanx to 1 mummie who posted a pic of her girl's hairclip so now I made more!! At least got design. N of cos my mum commented "PINK 1 VERY NICE!!!!"

Cos to her little girls should only wear PINK. You should hear her when I put the brown clip for Ember........aiyo machiam I commited a tao tian da zui like that.

Ballerina

I made a ballerina tutu for Ember cos I really liked it so much when I saw lele wearing it on her bday. This is actually half done with a brown velvet ribbon.
N this is the final version I used rubber band n a ribbon around so can make it smaller n isn't it sweet with the pink??........hehehe

Trying to make a tutu skirt on her romper now using ribbon with compliments from a friend. Now sewing machine's been fixed think I should try to do it before she outgrows that romper hor....hahaha

Lele's bday party

Today brought the kids to lele's 1st bday party. Damien sure had fun but then now I'm wondering if he's afraid of heights cos he acted alittle weird when he was up there. His facial expression was a little strange too. Lucky a friend's helper was right behind him. Else I think I might have to climb up to 'save' him.

Oh yes n the cakes soooo nice!! D esp love the care bears since he's on to that at the moment.

And where was Ember?? Slept after cake cutting n so I jus had to deal with the korkor.

Ember stands anywhere

See this girl nw stands anywhere she fancies. Scared the hell out of me when she stood on her own without support.

Shopaholic ME

Sigh......why why do I always have so many WANTS.......
Bad eye me tempted to get my LV pouch again cos Michelle is going Paris. Should have jus gotten it the other time she went ma then save me so much time thinking n thinking. Then now decided to get it liao must see she can buy for me anot.....sigh
See lah think so much for what right. N my brain is still so bad when I always think so much....hahaha
Then itchy backside wanna get the Leapfrog Tag system for Damien....sigh see lah never ending my wants. The Wii is still sitting outside waiting for me to move my big butt n do some exercise. HOW HOW HOW.......sigh

But ask me not to buy??.......I'll take a leaf out of Damien's book.
Perhaps she'll die....kekeke

I'M BACK!!!!

Finally moved my BIG butt n decided to revive this blog. Okie I'm plain lazy lah cos I stopped blogging when I was preg with Ember. Now this little cutie is already 8mths old. Boy, do I feel old.
N what a day to start my blogging cos Ember gave me a big scare today. *Little girl you better read this when ur older n see hw much fright you gave me.*
She woke n started crawling around the bed. Cos Damien was already awake n playing with his toys Ember was of cos Kpoing around. Me?? I was half awake cos very tired feeling sickie n holding to her 1 leg preventing her from crawling away.

Then I fell asleep n *BANG* I jumped up. Forgot if D was telling me E fell. But he was sitting there nonchalantly playing with his Thomas Train. I took E up she wailed then stretched n stopped crying suddenly. When I held her close she sort of collaspe on me (n acted wanna vomit) put her head on my chest n closed eyes. WAH!! I panicked rubbed her head hard n keep saying loudly "EMBER DUN SLEEP, WAKEUP" Think I scared D abit but no choice I was VERY SCARED!!!
N D can tell me "Ember fall onto the bus". E started crying very loudly so took awhile to calm her but she still sniffling. N she was abit blur blur after that. I was so worried she hurt her brain or something cos she was abit slow n blur n not smiling.
But I saw from the redness on her face that she hurt her left cheek n eyebrow. So means she should be okie right cos didn't hurt her head directly. D fell alot of times too last time but I never had to worry cos he jus cried n was as normal. This is the 1st time I couldn't even cry or shed tears at all. I was simply too scared n worried. Only when she called Mama I felt better cos she still recognised me.
I was still really worried throughout the day n didn't allow her to sleep till she was so tired at 3+pm. Then I let her sleep on me n made D sleep too. After she woke then she was more fully back to normal laughing n smiling.

Jus now searched the net n saw something on waking bb when sleeping to see if can wake or reaction is okie. I purposely put E down roughly so she would stir. At least it made me feel better.

Really hope this is IT........cannot tahan anymore things happening already. Need a few weeks of normal life to get myself back okie??